future

man, been thinking a lot bout the future lately.

The thing that irks me is that I'll be moving again in about a year. Probably back to San Francisco. For the past 4-5 years I lived in San Francisco, 29 Palms, Okinawa Japan and now Oceanside San Diego. When I ended up in the fleet, I ended up doing OPs all over the place, mostly Asia.

Its fun. It's really fun seeing new places and meeting new people. Doing things like driving 7tons, scuba diving, working with recon and eating weird foods. On the flip side, i never stay in one place to long, and friends i meet...i probably won't see them again. Sucks cause people in my new unit are cool, people i met in here in socal are cool. And i'll be leaving all this in a few months to go to afghan. then few months after afghan, i'm getting out and head back to s. f


It's hard for me to imagine how life is going to be back in San Francisco. Will i be going to back to my old life? (one of the reasons i left). I don't think will. I changed to much. But going back means seeing a lot of old faces. family. Going into some kind of routine. School blah.


Maybe i'm afraid of change. Is it even change?.... going back home... after 5 years